my 21st bday is coming...

oh my god.. i gonna be another yr older in 10 days..
gonna be 21 this yr.. hmm.. how am i gonna cele my bday in wheelchair? =(
i'm so sad lah.. hais.. frens were all askin.. " how r u celebrating ur 21st bday?"
i'm like so helpless. nth i can do.. dun even thou of goin out. hope i can be on crutches real soon.
at least i am able to move ard easily.

daddy was saying go eat chu chao on my bday =.=" like so auntie loh..!! where got ppl 21st.. eat chu chao 1... zzz... no link man.. lols. boring.. hais. hope everything will turn out fine for me. . =))

i'm recovering at a fast speed le i guess. not much pain. able to turn will slpin .. and also to stand a little now.. but i dun dare to. hahaha!! hmm... was reali depress this period.. but.. like wat javin told me.. everything happen for a reason.. at least.. after this time i know how much my bf cares n loves for me.. haha! funni. but.. it's true oso. =D

well.. hope everything will be fine.

an unforgettable incident. . . . .

been a long time since i last blogged.
well.. recently too many things had happened.
some thing happened that will never be erased from my memory.

on the 6 march . . set of to baby house in a nice n sweet mood.
went to eat lunch tgt wid ben, sen, china n baby. . after that went for mj session at ben house.
everything went of jus as planned. then at nite, we went for movie tgt. a funni movie. =)
who knows.. it was raining soooo heavily after the rain. down pour. thus, decided to go adrian house for mj session till the rain stops then go for supper. hais... everything shld jus end after mj session. on the way for supper.. something happened.. that makes everyone's life changed.. an accident occurred.. the car skidded when cornering.. everything went into a chao. everything is in a mess. so scared. the 1st thing i saw when i opened my eyes is blood. blood all over.. mind is so blank. so blank. then suddenly feel something dripping on my leg. then i turned .. and saw bidian's bleedin profusely. bleeding all over me. nervous. scared. stunned. n my face was oso covered wid blood. it's so bloody. baby is oso injured. he looks bad too. ambulance came. bidian is unconcious. no one knows wat's gonna happen to him. n me.. i am not able to move. pain everywhere. being carried out of the car n up the ambulance tgt wid baby. at that moment.. nth is in my mind. all blank. so afraid. but i din even drop a tear. no idea y. maybe i except it to happen. hais.

been admitted to hospital for 11 days.. all thanks to baby n frens.. makes my day pass faster. baby is always by my side. from day till nite. can see he's reali tired. reali shag. dozing off almost everytime he comes to visit me. hais. till now.. then i realise wat's love. truely from the bottom of the heart. by the side of the one he love 24/7.

now.. bidian has been in coma for more than 2 wks.. no one knows his condition. no one knows when he gonna wake up. reali miss those times wif him n frens. supper n dotaing tgt. shopping n fun tgt. wake up soon..!! we r all waiting for u..!! always a cheerful fren but now.. lying in hospital. hais.. reali miss those times tgt.

as for me.. hurt my pelvis n thigh. can walk for 4-8 wks. wheel chair bounded. hell..! everyday at home.. i'm rotting. baby has been staying most of the days here since i discharge. he's reali caring. reali loving. thank u for everything that u did for me. i know wat u hav done n i reali appreciate it. . reali hope to get well soon n go back to last time life soon. supper, mj session, shopping, movies.. tgt.. as a group... miss those times..... reali.. miss it alot alot.. everything is like so dull n lifeless now. . hais..

may god bless everyone on the road.
may things be back to the past.